The day I made those cupcakes I was so upset that I was going to a school where my best friend wasn’t. The thought that he was going to be in a different city than me was depressing and I hated it. I now only beg to have that pain back, I beg that I’m only hurting because you are a 45 minute drive away.
You are now a lifetime away and this pain is greater than anything I could have ever imagined. I am not whole without you. Your face in my dreams isn’t enough. I love you, I need you back.
Come on, come on, don’t leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone
Can’t turn back now, I’m haunted
I know, I know
I just know
You’re not gone
You can’t be gone, noRIP handsome, I miss you every day
"How do you begin to explain something that you can’t even understand yourself."
